You won't achieve much in survival mode fix your health fix your finances they will have room to pursue greater ambitions keep a low profile.
Once you have made it very few people are happy for you and many others just want to take advantage of you never be embarrassed by the time it took you to reach your goal your struggles are what makes you an interesting person today.
No one is more boring than someone who was handed everything on a silver platter since birth be proud of what you have overcome to get where you are. The people are just locked-in thinkers who actually execute their plans.