What happens when you slowly begin to lose interest in the things and activities you love? What happens when you’re not sad or depressed, but nothing seems to excite you anymore? What is the remedy for this, as this is my dilemma right now and it sucks.
I'm a very happy person, and it doesn’t take much to make me happy or hyperactive but right now it’s a different story.
As I said earlier, I'm not sad, nor am I dealing with anything at the moment, but I just see myself withdrawing farther and farther from everyone. Lol, if I had superpowers, I would have probably made myself invisible by now, just kidding but yeah, the thought did cross my mind though, hahaha!
I just want to be left alone in my own world, living my life quietly with little or no human interference, but sadly, this is hard as I do not own a private island somewhere that I could disappear to whenever I want🙂
I was talking about my present dilemma with a friend, and she said it’s just a phase, but how much longer is this phase going to last?
We'll be closing for the year on Friday, and I just can’t wait to wrap it up. Will I get better after we close work? Or will I still be the same? I guess I’ll have to find out in a matter of days.
The only thing that keeps me busy and a little bit entertained is movies. I'm praying so hard that I don't get bored with them as well. If I do, it will be game over guys.
In all of these, the only thing I’ve gained thus far is being able to sleep early and soundly without any form of interruption. This is strange, as I have trouble sleeping but hey, I love this new normal.
This is the longest post I have written in a while, and I miss writing often. I've been busy with my DIY crafts, as it helps me stay focused and creative, most importantly I love immersing myself in it.
I pray I get my spark back to not just write often but to be interested in the things and people I love, until then, fingers crossed.
It’s midnight over here and I thought to share this here, and I’m glad I was able to complete this post without giving up or getting tired midway.
Lastly, compliments of the season, guys🥳🥳🥳
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