When your mind is just too clouded, confused and undirected
When your thoughts are plain nonsense, yet you find yourself really foolish to entertain them
When you perceive that as if everything is just out of hand - out of control
When you feel so downcasted because of so much fear -
Fear that is just crippling your soul to the point of cracking your bones.
When things are seen as rubbish, because your heart is no longer beating for them
When you just drag yourself to wake up each day, feeling like walking dead
When you just pass each day and hope tomorrow won't be another day
When all you've done is to waste your days and months or even years because you're blindfolded unknowingly.
The sad truth is , what you conclude as hit rock bottom is actually intended for your good,
Imagine, when you're trying so hard to fight, but you never get to win because it's not a battle to fight
It's just meant for you to yield - to surrender not to battle , never to fight
When all you to have to do is let down of all your guards.
(Photo is credited to Sorng Puthy.)
It's about time to let even a single ray of the sun to light up your clouded thoughts,
It's about time to dare to say, I'm not in charge.
It's about time to honestly admit, I am tired fighting - because the truth is it's not a fight.
It's plainly swallowing your bitter pride,
it's ceasing to rely on your own finite understanding and misleading perceptions and emotions.
It's an opportunity to grow and be wise.
It's an opportunity to kneel down and pray.
It's an opportunity to be free indeed!
It's an opportunity to live life to its fullness!
