Who? Me? (The First Step)

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I'm having a hard time thinking about how I can properly introduce myself, as I am not even sure of who my self is.

I'm on a stage wherein pressure is slowly crushing me, each day I feel defeated, incapable of doing anything remarkable.

I stopped dreaming, I stopped making plans for the future, I stopped chasing my goals, or maybe I don't have any from the start.

Then one day, I decided to try for just one more time, telling myself that I have nothing to lose.

I started re-learning things, using the almost empty motivation and hope that I have left.

This time is different, instead of trying to do something out of the box, I tried to dig deep within my consciousness.

There I found something.

I found a fragment of myself.

If you're still reading until this sentence, I'm so sorry, there is still no answer.

I still don't know how to tell a story.

I still don't know who I am.

But let me tell you one thing.

It's my first step and I hope that someday, I can formally present Who I am.

‘’You must go on adventures to find out where you truly belong.’’ – Sue Fitzmaurice

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