Have you ever lay on your bed facing the ceiling and you can't sleep, staring at the void, the room echoing your heart beat, at somepoint life looks like a big vacuum, empty, several thoughts clouds your mind yet you can't figure things out or trace where the unsettling feeling is coming from.
this is the story of my life, caught up with reality, I have planned, forcast, did my due diligence and yet right now life seems there is something I have left behind.
I'm still trying to figure out something, is there something I didn't do? or maybe it's just a normal phase of life that every person must pass through and so I must bear my own burden.
some how I see it that everybody at some point is going through a very a phase, don't ever think that people are free, there's some battle, some struggle that people face here and there, however it is your ability to hold on and walk through these circumstances that makes and mold you into who you eventually become.
every day we are meant to evolved into a better version of us, through experience, our silent struggle, circumstances that we re not familiar with, all together adds up to who we eventually become.
that's why you can look back at your former years and can see how far you've come, how the things you went through shaped your decision and choices and some how now you know better, grown better.
could it be why the Bible said tho you walk through the fire you won't be burnt, passing the waters it won't overwhelmed you, or neither will it drawn you, the writer uses this metaphors to communicate the intensity of whatever we could be going through that if only we keep faith alive hang on some more, we will surely stand to tell how we overcame
