Can we just skip to the part where everything is already better? because Iām starting to doubt if thereās indeed anything called ābetter days aheadā. How long do we have to keep enduring all these endless hardships and struggles, i thought they said bad times never last and that good times are bound to come? If so, why do i feel like the bad days are lasting longer than expected. For real, surviving keeps getting harder day by day, how do we intend to make mama and papa proud in an economy like this. I donāt even know who to blame for all these mess, is it our leaders who donāt even care about us and are only after filling their pockets or the country itself. Honestly, itās exhausting being in a country where itās economy is as messed up as thisā¦
I have been thinking about what to write all day and nothing seems to be coming up. I had ditch the idea of writing to go do something else. I guess what I needed all along was a distraction, a big distraction from everything that is going in this country. If only school had resumed, i would have been busy with so many other tasks, and that alone is just the distraction i needed, but then we are still on our self-given holiday. Hopefully, next week will be differentā¦
I have a lot bottled up in my head but then I wonder why itās not flowing like i expected. Maybe itās because Iām stressed or probably because iām not really feeling motivated to pour out my heart. Itās midnight over here, a new day to keep playing the survival game. Itās either you win or get lostā¦
The country is very hard as it is, especially to those who arenāt rich yet and are fighting really hard to make that money. Itās funny how i want to lash out my anger and frustrations right now, but then itās not coming out the way i expected it. I just find myself laughing out loud whenever Iām about to vent out. I guess the time for this conversation is not today, or else why would i be feeling so blockedā¦
I guess this is my bed calling me, I havenāt really rested today, maybe 2 hours since sunrise, which is why i must crash soon š. Anyways, itās a new day, another day to go out there and get what belongs to me, because if I donāt, another person will grab it with batting an eyeā¦
Letās call it a night, Good morning to you all and happy last day of the monthā¦
NB; This post was made 12:16 amā¦
THANKS FOR READINGā¦
