"I love you," Rylan again said the same sentence. I let go of my hand from Rylan's hand. I immediately ran away from Rylan. I do love Rylan, but I can not accept his love. I drag my feet away from Rylan. With all my might I ran to my house. Several times I look back. Rylan is after me. Finally, the iron gate of my house is visible. I grip the fence. Cold .. Cold ... once iron fence it. I open the fence. When I want to get into my house. A hand grabbed my hand. I turned back. Rylan. Her body was soaking wet just like me. For a long time we both stood face to face. There is not a single word that can be spoken from our mouths.
I tried to let go of Rylan's hand. Immediately I ran to my house. Leaving Rylan himself stood idly in front of my fence. Everyone in my house is asleep, drifting in their dreams. I ran to my room. I burst into tears. I've loved Rylan even since I first met him. "Kring," my phone ring broke the silence of the night. Rylan's name appears on my phone screen. My hands trembled as I picked up the phone. From behind the bedroom window, I can still see Rylan standing in front of the fence. His teeth were bluffing.

"I love you Aisa." Rylan's voice was on the other end.
I dared to force my mouth to say something. "But I dont love you."
"Lie." Rylan denied the sentence. For some reason, he can know my heart's content.
I kept trying to convince Rylan. "I do not love you." I continued to look at Rylan standing standing on my fence.
Rylan's body was soaking wet. "I know you love me too. Why are not you honest with me? "Rylan asked. Tonight, this oriental-looking man took me to a park near my house. When I got there, it rained down the earth. I burst into tears at Rylan's words. I can not bear to harbor all the problems that are in my heart. I said everything to Rylan by phone.
Yes, I do love you. But I can not accept your love. "
"Why?" Rylan asked in an elevated voice.
There is only one reason. "Because Feli also loves you Rylan." Feli is the reason.
I, Rylan, and Fely have been friends since childhood. If there is a friendship, then surely there is a love that blooms. Feli often told me how she felt about Rylan. I do not want my friendship with Feli broken because I accept Rylan's love. You do not want that to happen.
"Then why if Feli likes me, too? I do not love him. I love you Aisa. "Rylan insisted on his stance. Right now his mind is just one. My love can be accepted. "I do not want our friendship destroyed." I tried to explain all my reasons to Rylan. My tears kept flowing.
"Then why do I live if you do not love me?" After saying the sentence. Rylan walked away from the front of my fence. I ignored Rylan's words again. I can only cry all night.
Queen's band song entitled love of my life stopped playing. Along with the cessation of Queen's song, ended my memories of Rylan. Memories that make my heart painful and painful when remembering it. After that night, the next day I received Rylan's news of an accident. His body was found stiff with blood smeared on the street. I never thought, Rylan's last words before he went away from my house really happened. The man who ran into Rylan was arrested and jailed. From then on I never saw Rylan again. And from then on I never saw my father again. Because people bumped into Rylan it was my father.
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