I sat in the front window of the room and counted the drop of rain water, which was accompanied by the silence of my room making it feel like she was missing. You used to send me warm chocolate when winter came, always wearing a blue scarf around my neck. who always pinched my nose when I started to treat you. But what I used to feel no longer is now. And it was all because of a fatal accident that left me here alone, without you, without your fists and without your arms.
In my daydreams, I cried knowing you were no longer by my side. Suddenly Mother entered the room "God, what are you doing? Why not call Mother Mother tap-tap room door did not nyahut "said the anxious mother
" Eeehh .. there is liquidity, iii .. Yeah bun, wi not hear the mother goddess called "I said, wiping my tears surprised
" what are you thinking, son? " Said the mother while sitting on the edge of my bed.
"Eee .. no bun, god just keep watching the rain fall" I said reassuringly.
"Naik, the rainy season has come a week and you really like to spend a whole day in the room" said the bundle as I searched my head.
"Yes bun, only the rain can calm the Dewi, and this coolness can make God feel the love for Rafa" I said with a sigh of relief that my tears did not fall, Rafa was my girlfriend, me and her had been in a relationship for 3 years, but it was a car accident that left us dead.
Mother hugged me and said, "honey, you know how much you miss Rafa, you don't know how much you love Rafa, but you also don't make him sad up there because you miss him all day long"
and I cried and said "Bun .. Rafa miss is not Goddess bun? " As I giggled I hugged her tightly.
"Dear god, Rafa is very dear to you, he is no longer in the world, but he will always be here" said the mother calmly and pointed to my heart.
