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See you growing up. See you standing gracefully in your favorite white dress. And see you side by side with someone of your choice. That's my wish. It would be beautiful, if it really happened to you, Krystal.
The breeze that blows in this morning feels so cold. Slowly enter through the small cracks of windows from a spacious and cluttered room. Giving cold air in the room area. The owner of the room more tightly hugging his bolsters and closing himself with a thick blanket attached to him. Though the clock is already showing at 6:00 am, he still does not want to wake up from sleep. Slowly the door to his room opened, a little girl entered the room with slow steps and a little tiptoe. The owner of the room seemed oblivious to the little girl's presence. The little girl climbed into the bed of the owner of the room and kissed her cheek for the sleeper to wake up.
"Om Bagas! Get up! already afternoon tau! "said the little girl, patting the cheek of the person who called 'om bagas' it. Bagas opened his eyes slowly and looked at the girl who innocently woke up Bagas.
"Hey little boy! What are you doing here? Om sleepy! "Bagas said as he closed himself with a blanket again. The little girl did not give up, she came down from Bagas's bed and ran with the funny to the bathroom in Bagas's room. Soon he was in there and came out with a tap water bowl. He climbed back into the bed and opened the blanket covering Bagas's face. Casually he doused Bagas's face with the water he was carrying. The startled baggas woke up while rubbing his eyes.
"Huuaa Dingiiinn" shrieked Bagas cold. His lips were blue and shaking.
The little girl laughed satisfiedly and immediately throw the scoob carelessly. Her little legs ran out of Bagas's room before getting tantrums from Bagas.
"KRYSTAL ... !!!" Bagas shouted with his furious face. Then Bagas walked into the bathroom, took a toothbrush and toothpaste that had been arranged neatly in place. He slowly brushed his teeth, occasionally he looked at himself in the mirror while talking to himself.
"Bagas! You're so handsome. No wonder Kyuhyun envy you. Ha ha."

An hour after waking from sleep, he was groomed with a white coat attached to his body, as well as a black bag in his hand that he always brought to work. Bagas slowly descend one by one each step into the dining room on the first floor. Seen a housekeeper was arranging plates at the dinner table, while Father, Mother, Brother and Krystal, the son of his brother had been sitting sweetly waiting for Bagas to have breakfast together. His 11-year-old nephew smiled sweetly at her. Bagas responded sweetly too.
"Om Bagas! Do you sleep soundly ?. "Krystal asked Bagas who was sitting next to him. Bagas ruffled his nephew's hair with affection.
"According to you? You brats! "
"I'm not naughty. Om aja tuh rich kebo, already no day wake up. his room is a mess too. Wuuu "Krystal teases Bagas by plastering his tongue on Bagas. Her cute face looks more cute and pretty. Make Bagas smile happy to see this beloved nephew.
"Yeah deh, Om lost"
"Oh yeah last night I dream om om"
"Oh, yes? What are you dreaming about? "
"I have no idea. I remember wearing a very beautiful white dress. "
"Is it true? Maybe Krystal is getting married? Ahaha. "The answer of Bagas is the same as to make everything on the table laugh. Only Krystal gawked in confusion with her innocent face and expression.
"Married it what? I do not know. In my dream everyone laughs happily, only om Bagas is crying. "
"Of course Uncle will cry for losing your cute nephew haha."
"Ah I do not understand. We'd better eat. "
"Ha ha. All right, little girl. Let's eat! "Everyone at the table picked up the side dish they wanted, ate it casually. Bagaslah first person who finished cleaning his plate of rice and side dishes. He stood up and said good-bye to everyone who was still flinching with their plates and spoons.
I go first. "Bagas said as he rose from his seat.
"I'll see you later."
"Yes Krystal. Bye. "Krystal waved before Bagas came out, Bagas also waved with a smile broke in his handsome face.
Bagas sprinted when he heard of an accident victim who had just arrived. Arriving at room 1 he immediately checked the circumstances of the 40-year-old man. Then he told the doctor who was in room 1 to find a blood bag because this patient lacked a lot of blood and had to undergo surgery. 3 minutes after the victim in room 1 arrived at the hospital, another victim came. He's a 10 year old boy. This child is also the same casualty victim with patient room 1. Then this child is placed in room 2. She lost a lot of blood. Kyuhyun doctor who handled this small patient immediately checked it, he then ordered a doctor in room 2 to take blood supply AB to perform the operation.
The doctor who ordered Bagas brought 3 bags of blood into room 1.
"Doc there are only 3 bags, we are out of blood AB."
"That's enough, quickly bring him an operating room."
Bagas and several other doctors pushed the patient into the operating room. Doctor Kyuhyun had time to see and hear the conversation Bagas and doctors who together with Bagas. The doctor who ordered Kyuhyun entered with a worried face.
"The blood supply of AB is finished. We've called another hospital for blood and will be here in an hour. "
"One hour? It's so long."
"There are 3 blood bags left. But patient room 1 got first. That guy who bumped into this kid dock. Incidentally their blood type is the same. "The doctor said.
Without thinking again, Kyuhyun immediately ran following the departure of Bagas. When Bagas enters the elevator and presses the number to the floor where the operating room is located, Kyuhyun immediately tackles the elevator door so as not to close. Bagas was a bit startled and angry.
"What are you doing ?! I'm in a hurry. "
"My patient is a 10 year old boy, he needs blood. The blood type is the same as your patient. "
"What's that got to do with me?"
"Please give that blood to my patients?"
"Are you kidding? Go! I do not want to play around! "
"Do you think I'm kidding? My patient is dying! "
"My patient too! He also ran out of blood. "
"Another blood will come another hour, please give it to me!"
"Why are not you the only one waiting?"
"But my patient really needs blood. 1 hour is too long for such a small child. "
"This guy came first, so we should put first things first."
"But this guy who bumped into the kid."
"So you mean, you want to let this patient die just because he's a criminal? Listen, Kyuhyun! Doctor on duty to save patients, not judge it! "Kyuhyun pause, he justify the words of Bagas. but in his heart he became more annoyed at Bagas. Bagas's behavior for him in the last few months and now really makes him hate Bagas more.
The elevator door closed, Kyuhyun immediately ran to his patient in room 2.
"Prepare the operating room now!" He ordered the doctors in room 2. They took the little boy to the operating room. Kyuhyun wearing surgical gear. Then he and another doctor began to operate on the child. Approximately 1 hour during the operation, they ran out of blood, the heartbeat of the child began to weaken. Kyuhyun asked one of the doctors to take blood requesting from another hospital. The doctor came out of the operating room by running fast. Kyuhyun and other doctors try as much as possible to keep his heart still beating. When one of the doctors came in carrying 3 bags of blood in both hands while smiling happily, medical equipment had stated that the child was no longer lifeless. Everyone was silent, no one spoke. All look so devastated. Kyuhyun glanced at his watch. Then give a brief announcement.
"Call his family. Died at 13.45 ".
All the doctors in the operating room were very sad. Moreover Kyuhyun he immediately remove his operating clothes with a rough and throw it carelessly. Doctors with him since the beginning of the operation must know what Kyuhyun feel.
The Bagas operation was successful, and the patient would now be taken to an ordinary room. Bagas and the doctor with him pushed the patient's bed. Several nuns who passed Bagas talked about the death of a child who was operated by Kyuhyun.
"The little boy who had been in the accident died at the operating table because of a lack of blood. Kasian ya. "Said one of the sisters. Then another nurse answered.
"Yes, but his son is funny."
Bagas who heard the conversation was instantly shocked, as he passed the operating room where the little boy was operated on, Bagas saw a bloody surgery table, the desk looked a mess. He felt sorry for the little boy. But he continued to concentrate on encouraging his patients.
In the afternoon Bagas and Kyuhyun passed each other in the hallway of the hospital while they were walking alone. Kyuhyun stopped his foot when Bagas was less than 5 meters away from him. His eyes sharply looked at Bagas. Full of anger and hatred. Bagas did not want to lose. He also showed his cynical face to Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun started the conversation first.
"Do not you feel guilty?"
"Guilty? I did not make any mistakes "
"That little boy! Do you think it's not your fault! "
"Why is it my fault? That's God's will! "
"If only you would wait an hour. The little boy must have survived. "
"I told you that my patient needs a lot of blood as soon as possible."
"But your patient is a grown man, my patient is a small child. You know that a child is not strong enough to endure pain for so long. Whereas a grown man can! "
"We have to put first things first, not where that is older or younger"
"You're a doctor! You should know that little children and women should take precedence! Because they can not last long. "
"I know that we should put small children ahead of adult men."
"Then why do not you give her blood to me when I ask her?"
"It's because of you, Kyuhyun! Because you asked for it! If not you who ask me, I will give the blood! "
"What kind of stupid reason is that ?? Bullsh * t! "Kyuhyun whose emotions have peaked immediately stepped his foot past and away from Bagas which made him almost dead standing. All the words that come out of the mouth of Bagas make Kyuhyun increasingly unwilling to release what is most precious in his life. The only family he loves and loves. Rein.
Kyuhyun immediately checks out a little girl who just walked into the ER room. His head was full of blood as if hit by something sharp. The boy's clothes and body were covered in blood from the accident that had happened to him after school. The roads are slippery because of snow. making a motorcycle quickly hit her until the girl was bouncing away. The rider is known to be a man who a few days ago entered this hospital. The man who hit a small boy who operated by Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun decided to operate on the boy because of lack of blood. Some nurses whispered concerning Kyuhyun. She always gets the pediatric minor from the accident.
"Why does Kyuhyun doctor always get patients like this? Poor him. "Sister Sister said another nun affirmed her friend's opinion.
"Correct. I have a bad feeling about this boy's fate, like a kid yesterday. "
The news of his nephew who was an accident and taken to the hospital where he worked until the ears of Bagas. Bagas ran down the hallway of the hospital. Her long footsteps quickly reached the operating room. Bagas stopped at the door of the room. His shoulders went up and down as his breathing was panting as he raced. In the waiting chair, Bagas's brother is sitting holding his head. Frustration. Bagas approached her and sat down beside her. Then rubbing his shoulders slowly. Afraid. Worried. Sad. That's what the two men feel.
Kyuhyun came out of the operating room with an unpredictable face. Sister Bagas stood up from her seat and approached Kyuhyun. He asked about the state of Krystal. For some reason today Kyuhyun be friendly to people. Including Bagas. Kyuhyun smiled at Bagas. A smile he had never given before.
"Krystal is fine. After 1 or 2 weeks are also allowed to go home "Kyuhyun said to make Bagas and his brother smiling happy. Kyuhyun leaves Bagas and his brother. Bagas tried to chase Kyuhyun and confront him in front of him.
"Thank you for helping Krystal." The sentence made Kyuhyun smile.
"I did all this not to get the word 'thank you' from you. But this is the task of a doctor. "Kyuhyun passed away. Bagas? He's just silent. I do not know what's on his mind right now.
A few days have passed. The relationship of Bagas and Kyuhyun slowly began to warm and melt. The night sky was blackening. In these hours. Everyone time to finish their work. Including Bagas. He's been carrying his black bag. Intend to leave early today. Kyuhyun suddenly appeared in front of him.
"I endorse you with Rein, my brother. But remember! If you make her cry. You will not survive! "
Kyuhyun threat makes Bagas smile happy. Kyuhyun stepped left Bagas himself who still smiling. A triumphant smile. His efforts for half a year to ask for blessing from Kyuhyun, the younger brother of Rein, the girl he loves, finally achieved as well.
Bagas and Kyuhyun diligently examine the state of Krystal. The three of them look more familiar every day. I do not know what happened but the condition of Krystal getting worse. Although the situation worsened. Krystal keeps talking to Bagas and Kyuhyun that she wants to go home. He always said do not feel at home with this all-white room. Do not feel at home with the smell of drugs that always pierce into his nose. Do not feel at home with the medical devices that stick to his body. It was a terrible torment. Bagas and Kyuhyun also want to repatriate Krystal, but they must also comply with hospital regulations and have to think about Krystal's situation.
Today. Friday the second week of Krystal was at the hospital. Kyuhyun this time alone walked into the room where Krystal was treated. He opened the door of the room. Visible little girl was sleeping soundly surrounded by medical devices attached to her body. Kyhyun approached her. Sitting in the chair next to the little girl. He grasped Krystal's cold, sweaty hand. Kyuhyun who was shocked immediately checked Krystal with dismay. Then called several doctors to help him. When a doctor comes in and checks out Krystal. He wakes up. Krystal opened her wistful eyes. Slowly move his lips.
"Mother ??" was the first word spoken by Krystal. Kyuhyun immediately ran out to look for Bagas.
Upon meeting, they accelerate his pace toward the room where Krystal is being treated. Bagas's mind began to be negative. Thinking about a no-no. Arriving there Bagas directly hold tight hands Krystal. While Kyuhyun contacted Krystal's father outside the room.
"Why, dear?? Anyone got sick? "Bagas asked with anxious face.
"Krystal's head hurts Om."
"Krystal hold Om's hand tightly. Krystal is the same as Om? "
"Yes"
"If you love Om. Krystal must be strong. Krystal must be strong. "
"Krystal tired of om. Head Krystal sick "
"Krystal must be strong. Krystal ask what? Tell him what does Om Krystal ask for? "
"Krystal wants to see you."
Bagas fell silent. His tongue was frozen. Do not know what to say to this beloved little one. Mother? His mother had not been there since he was born. And now? He wants to meet his mother? Bagas really worried. He has started thinking everywhere. His head went along with dizziness. Especially when Krystal holds her cheek with a smile.
"I love my father, Mother and Om Bagas."
"Om also love you Krystal." Bagas hugged Krystal tightly. After hearing the words that came out of Bagas's mouth, Krystal closed her beautiful eyes. With a beautifully carved smile on his cute face. The hug body began to cool and freeze. Her hands are stiff. The pulse is gone. His heart has stopped beating. The monitor already shows the straight line. Followed by a long beep. The shocked baggage fell to the floor. Her legs were limp until she could not support herself. Kyuhyun and some doctors who saw Bagas fall down sat directly to help him wake up. then put her in a chair. His watery eyes began to form a small stream from the corner of his eye. Flowing out of control. Kyuhyun also crying. Krystal is one of the most cheerful patients she finds. And now. No more beautiful smile. There was no laughter. No! Kyuhyun looked at Bagas who still sat limp while holding his head. His shoulders shook violently with tears. He felt very guilty for not being able to take good care of Krystal. Kyuhyun tapped Bagas's shoulders and calmed him down. Kyuhyun felt just yesterday he saw Bagas smiling happy, Bagas strong and brave, Bagas are rough and firm. But now he sees another figure from Bagas. The fragile and weak figure.
Winter is over. Spring has come. Trees on the streets have started to grow new leaves. Flowers popping up everywhere. But the beauty of it all does not mean anything to Bagas. The most beautiful is the sweet smile that formed from the corner of Krystal's lips. 2 months after Krystal's departure. Bagas still looks devastated. All family members are sad. But only Bagas sad prolonged. He always confines himself in his room. Everyone in the house was also confused with Bagas's attitude. No one can comfort her. Even Rein, his dream girl could not cheer Bagas. Kyuhyun, repeatedly trying to comfort her. But Bagas ya Bagas. If the emotions inside him are out of control. No one can cure her. He will not easily forget it. Especially if the person he cares about must be taken.
Bagas sits on the floor of his room. Leaning on the bed. He looked around. A mess. She smiled at Krystal's words saying that her room was a mess. She remembered the moment Krystal kissed her cheek. He recalled when Krystal washed him with tap water. He remembered the wave of his little hand. He remembers Krystal's hoarse voice saying that Krystal loves him. He remembers how happy Krystal smiles as he closes his eyes. Everything is clearly illustrated in Bagas mind's memory.
Now no one else kissed her cheek. No one wakes her up by dousing her face. No sweet smile to greet him. No more little girl in her life. No more! Bagas lowered his head. Hides a face full of tears. Tears of sadness.
I want to see you grow up. But I see you lying stiff and cold with no signs of life in you. I want to see you standing gracefully in your favorite white dress. But I see you fall asleep in that plain white cloth.
I love you and I want to be with you. But I know. Why did HE quickly take you, because HE wants to meet you soon. Because HE loves you more.
THE END...............