FINALLY!!! After 10 grueling months I am proud to say that I am NO LONGER HOMELESS!!!
Yes you heard that right, I'm no longer homeless. I gave up my tiny home and wrote off my friends I was living with so I could get my own place. So no more tiny home. I wasn't living in it. It was a shell of a house without any amenities. When I was sleeping in it I was "squatting." As a result I lived with friends over the winter so I would have a warm place to stay. It didn't work out living with them. I would rather get rid of my tiny home and pay rent again getting my own place in town than live with them. Which is what I have done. They were horrible to me and took me for granted. I'm hot, but then I "open my mouth." They never gave a shit about anything I had to say. And then they wonder why I never talked to them LOL. They didn't deserve to have someone like me in their shitty poor excuse for a "commune." If anything, they should take a bow because they pissed me off worse than my ex did. I mean, I gave up my tiny home because of them! I wish I could afford to go to Mexico now for Ibogaine treatment to cleanse myself from all the anger and trauma I absorbed from living with them. I got tons of bad energy I need to let go cleansing myself of. I want to see a psychic, a priest, a rabbi, and a shaman. I want and need blessings from ALL of them. I need help "letting go."
I do not wish any ill will or malicious intent on my ex friends. I observed Karma kicking their asses every single day while living there due to their poor life choices they make. You think you have issues but then you live with them and get even more traumatized LOL.
They always said that they are "family." Which is exactly right! They were family NOT friends. And family sucks! And they SUCKED! Just like family. Coincidence? Family are people in my life that get written off. I needed (and still need) friends in my life NOT family. Now these fuckers will be nothing more to me but more bloody period stains on the underpants of my life's story...
Now that I have my own place again I am free to blog more. YAY!!! I've wanted to blog more over the winter but due to my old living situation I couldn't because I didn't have my own space to blog and had minimal use of the internet. One of the many reasons I left and now have my own place again. So more blogs coming soon.
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