What a shit situation ...

Sometimes it's all too much, sometimes you do not know it anymore, sometimes you do not see it that well ... and sometimes it's just unclear.

That's what I'm talking about, and I can tell you ... it's all pretty SHIT. I really have no clue how it has all come this far. How it happened to me. Has it been inattention? I can say that I did not 'see it all right', but maybe that is too easy. Yes, I also know that I can not really blame anyone else, I alone, and nobody else is responsible for this situation. And knowing that is already SHIT, but even more SHIT is that I can not just solve it myself.

As much as I would like to, I can not solve this on my own, if it can be solved ... And the thought that it might not be possible to solve it anymore, that alone is really pretty SHIT.

But what is actually going on you might ask yourself now ...

Well I will explain it to you!

@anouk.nox sent me a referral link for the Drugs War Game via discord DM ... and I promised to check it out. But of course I forgot, I am working on 1001 other SHIT things and that really had priority at that moment.

But in the end when I was in my warm bed, with the dogs close to me ... in the middle of the night that message came back to me and I opened it on my phone. Nothing wrong with that, except of course that a 6 inch phone screen is really much smaller than a 21 inch pc screen.

Still nothing wrong, I can easily read discord and so I could also click the Anouk referral link easily ... YES, I decided I would do it. After all, I have always dreamed of being such a "GANGSTA BABE". And I didn't buy a new phone for my crypto-cents in December for nothing. That phone can easily run such a game!

Only SHIT thing here, I had forgotten that I don't have such good eyes ... and especially when I don't have my contact lenses in my eyes anymore, but my glasses on my nose ...

then I see the fine print all less well.

For messages etc, that is not a problem, I can see that shit. But the game ... no, that worked a little less well. And since I'm not used to doing anything via a telephone, (which also works fine when I'm awake ), I clicked a bit too fast ...

And there it was, the shit I am maybe not able to solve ... to my shame I have to confess that my 'main account' "got a male character, which I would never have chosen under normal circumstances. First of all because I am far from being male, and secondly because the descriptions already state "a sweet man", and I want to finally get rid of everyone always thinking that I am so sweet ...

So double SHIT ...

And if you think that stops it ... no, unfortunately not. Now that I have started the game, and would also like to play ... I come to the conclusion that I have a huge lack of Steem. I really need Steem to be able to produce my drug stock at a high level, I need it to be able to produce my weapons and I can not really do it without the alcohol ... so well, I have on my main account: hetty-rowan ...