As we march through the trip away from the trap. The life starts happening, the kinda fun challenge you want to take on. Not the mirage mirror image, no pay homage proper. The proper recognition or the shorter end of the stick. Get the schtick. To a not as much disoriented place. Get to know all of whats faced. To face off with the faceless interface. All of a sudden should get for real smart. Concentrate, get my full energy back. I know this. Just got weary for a long while.
I do want to go on some good mind and sociological trips. Forget almost everything and just create, see where it goes, write it all out on paper. Collect the thoughts, collect the realizations. I do want to get to saying what was thought unsayable, try and make something up I never heard before. That's what can make it a fun project, people that are serious know - not about fame, money .... it's more about the message. Scoop the loot, don't buy the hype. Some forms of fame and money could help you send a message. Yet in the yuck politics it seems people would want to act exaggerated nice or be nasty to appeal to a scene. Theres' nothing nice so there's no reason to be nasty. Why torment a tormented person. The cartoon views are too divided or non-real. It's shades of grey in RL. Think outside of division yet appreciate uniqueness. Nobody wants to be the same as everyone else, can be a point of getting along with differences. You want to be the best person you can be, lift yourself up, others up, even with hard life lessons. We have too much of a culture of timidity where people don't talk much.
Yea no matter what previous posts, previous days I feel more ready than ever to take on what I'm going on about. I know the right feeling, take a breakaway breather to express and play all the muses out. It's a no worry place, playful, even if the content deals with what is painful. Ahh, yea remembering it's nothing personal. It's just therapy. Breakthrough the holds, stay to the original vision. It's like saying who wants to come out and play. Okay right move the cognizance. Okay stay pumped, don't worry too much, utilize the mood, have fun with it. I want to put on a performance to have fun with the social/cultural in mythological like and real ways.
Seems like some grips are happening like feeling different in the last few years. I think it's a calming down things sorta yet remembering the ultimate pump up feeling too.
