I met you in the time my life became too tired and stressful because I had chosen the way having more obtacles. It was harder when at the same time, I decided to break up with 4-years- boyfriend. I almost broke down and be over whelmed with disappointment , hurt and pressure. You dont know how much you encouraged me in that time.
I was so sick with my old love and you was also stucking with your relationship. I have to admit that I admired your love and the way of love which you spent for that girl. But I could not suffer when seeing you wasted time with some one who did not deserve as I used to waste time to wait someone who could not even make a promise to come back to me. I felt empathy with you and I knew you were good enough to derseve with someone better. All of a sudden, I had a cupidity to own you.
Time past too fast. It is like just yesterday, we decided to be in a relationship. Everyone told me that I was so crazy, they asked me like "how can you love him when you know you can not be with him?". I dont know the answer. But how does it matter? I do not think too much or arrange to love someone. Love is just love. It is matter of emotion and I cannot control.
I fall in love with you, by chance. Love just happens. I cannot let my love get restricted to know for sure, that I am going to be with you for the rest of my life. I love you for who you are. Not for what role you play in my life. It is unconditional, unexpectation.
I don't know...can't say about it... but every morning when I wake up you are the first person I see and the first sentence we say is "baby, I love you" almost at the same time, like a sympathy happenning between us. It is when you kiss me whether I woke up or still sleeping. When you try to wake up early every morning just to say goodbye and cheer me up "today will be great" before I go to work. It is when I complain to you about my day while you listen patiently, after that kiss me and say, “don’t worry, tomorrow will be better, you are the best". When you respect our difference and welcome every of my decision with open arms. I think how I was so lucky to meet you. Sometimes I just need someone to tell me that I am not as terrible as I think I am. And you do it everyday.
I have you. I have got better than I deserve. Even I know you are going to leave my life, instead of feeling heartbroken, I feel proud of myself. I loved you so much, enough to let you go.
Congratulate 100th day of our relationship.I love you!
