It might interest you to know that today is the last Friday of January, like when did we enter the year 2026 that January is already fading out, well it's safe to say happy new month in advance I hope the month January did bring out good results for you and as for 30th January I would be talking on "the fear I conquered that made me stronger"
We will never get tired of going back to the place we grew up from inorder to tell our experiences, so during my secondary school days I realized that I was a kind of person that can't talk in places where people are much or in crowds, I don't like to be the center of attention in the assembly, or even in classrooms where all eyes are fixed on me waiting to laugh, so try by all means to control myself from crowdy places so as not to be noticed because eventually if I am noticed I would end up stammering.
It became my fear when ever I am sent in the assembly to pass information to student or to present news in press club, the fun part is that I was a member of press club but I was never given a paper to present in assembly, so that became my own fear which bounded me and restricted me from doing alot of things, because that mindset of that I don't want people to judge me or laugh at me I denied myself alot of things.
It went on like that and like that till it got to a point where people unconsciously and consciously started stepping on my steps and some even took it to the level of bullying, it was at that point that I knew I had got to my limits, omoh I was stretched to the point where people would normally say I have been hit hard against the world to the extent where I have to react back" it was when I reached my limits that I had to grow up, I started talking in places where I was afraid to even shake my legs, I started speaking up for myself because I realized no one will do that for me.
This particular fear taught me alot and it did teach those lessons in the hardest way, remembering those experiences makes me breathe a heavy sigh saying thank God for this me now.
I love to see people who don't get intimidated by others and I hope you are also in this picture, much love from this side 馃槝, thank you for all your support.
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