There is this pain i feel that's inexpressible, it feels like i have a wound inside my heart. Sorry wouldn't even make me feel better.
Yesterday was another tearful day for me, with all the sympathisers tripping in to console us for our lost i still feel inconsolable.
I am grieving.
At some point i had serious headache that made it so difficult to talk, different people wants to hear what happened, how and what medical care we gave him.
Some even were even saying if we had done it differently or taken him to somewhere else he would have been better. Well i wasn't taking those words to heart because we tried the best we could.
I only feel happy because i have hope of a new world where my dead loved ones will come back to life, i want to welcome them with my hands wide open and tell them all that happened while they left.
Don't tell me what i didn't do right, just be quiet while i morn.because it's my pains after all.
So while we are still alive, let's live each day as they come, love I hypocritically and unconditionally because our life is just like mist that appears for a day and the next moment it's gone.
Call that uncle, aunty, siblings, mom, dad and even friend because it might be the last, take pictures because it might be the last too.
Some of them are going through alot and for the fact that they carry it so well doesn't mean they are strong, we all need each other.
While we still breath let's keep leaving a print in people's life, be
