Living with a chronic condition paired with depression and anxiety is like living in a room with no door –

Only a window to see the outside world.

-Howl

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I haven't posted much lately.

It would apear that I have been absent from steemit. But the truth is I do check in everyday, and I think about posting ALL THE TIME!

I just haven't quite managed it lately., but I ruminate about it a lot.

I seldom link other people's work or words. If I son't have my own content I don't post.

Lately I have been working towards a few posts, but my situation presents difficulties that limit me immensely.

I came across a Mighty post today that very much speaks for me.

A blog from K L Howl

She wrote about the conditions I too have and how it can make you feel redundant, locked away or discarded.

This box is reserved for those of us who have quite literally hurt ourselves to help others, only to be tossed away like toy a child has outgrown.

-Howl
https://themighty.com/2017/04/isolation-ankylosing-spondylitis-ehlers-danlos-syndrome/

She also found community and compassion online when the "real world" discarded her.

Thank you steemit for extending my world beyond my window.

Steemit has allowed me to retain a dimention of self and maybe the possibility of growing into something new too. A continued that doesn't feel like charity. There is healing in being treated like a person of equal worth and being seen as someone.

Chronicity is deviance and redundancy in our culture. You become invisible or worse, an unpleasant malingerer.

Being seen again is not without it's vulnerability too, it requires a risk when you have become accustomed to being viewed a particular way.
I am grateful for this space.

Thanks so much.

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If I have missed your recent work feel free to link it here for a little uppity click. My 2 cents worth so to speak.