My best friend Grace died on Monday 3 o'clock in the morning atleast she experienced the dawn of a new day.
watching her eyes lids bring darkness to her beautiful black eyes...
...was the most painful thing to beheld
she was diagnosed of liver disease she was lying the dying.
I wished to help, I really wanted to help but how?
Her words "I pray God heal everyone in pains and deliver them out of darkness and pains"
she wasn't selfish atleast in the midst of pains she prayed for others.
I watched tears roll down her beautiful cheeks, and she was smiling.
No this can't happen you are not leaving me, you go no where I was broken....
... all I could say was "God where are you help my friend".
She held my hands and she helplessly said "yeah!
am going no where, am always with you and I'll always be.
why? is the question I keep asking everyday, what happened to us sticking together we had couple of misunderstanding but we always ended up at each other's arms. You promised never to let me float. Grace!!!
I don't know how to discribe how I go through the dark days without you by my side you where my hopes.
it hurts losing you. I swear
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it really hurts.
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you will ever remain in my heart. Grace.
Rest in power beautiful soul!
