I was just thinking about this Earlier and here is why. π€
In the last few months and years, my entire life has been a roller coaster, π’
like the waters from a beach coming into the shore and going back. πββοΈ
Suffered severe depression for good straight 9 months and 2 weeks while I was heavily pregnant, got admitted into the hospital for straight 4 weeks having severe difficulty breathing π₯π€° Quit my job, went broke to 0%
Got embarrassed by loan sharks for not clearing my Debt, π¦, relocated to a new state, π, was phoneless for a couple of weeks, and found out the friends around me are bunch of idiots and assholes.
The depression was eating me deeplyβ¦ maybe because I was thinking of a clear way to get a source of income before giving birthβ¦πΆπ€±
Things were not quite favorable for me. π¨
And when I thought I'd finally got it all solved, a new thing happened.
I just couldnβt take it all at once. I was going insane. like INSANEβ¦β¦..
I began to shut myself in and didn't want to talk, chat or call anybody, π€
Life was just going by like I was in a coma, time was Drifting And it was dame Fast β³
But then after a while, something clicked, something changed. π
I started to enjoy my free time and appreciated every second of it.
I then realize even If people are Selfish, and have some flaws. They Can act as a very important tool in your life. π
Because they might make you feel happy when telling a Joke,
and some can Make You feel not lonely by just talking to them.
Others can put a smile on your face when you are feeling sad and even make you feel much more relaxed...πββοΈ
π‘Then new opportunity slipped through the back door. Not only one.
β
Suddenly my life was back on track.
Things that happened to me brought me new insights,
If someone had predicted a year ago that I will have xxxxxxxxx amount of money in my account, and am going to open a lucrative business, planning to rent a new apartment, I will wave the prediction aside, hit that person with a stick π, and shout π£οΈYOU LYING SON OF A BITCH!.. π€₯
Butβ¦. someone did predict that and you want to know who? My beloved mother, π©βπ¦and Nahhhhh I didn't hit her with a stick if you wondering if i did π€¨π§. Today I have xxxxxxxxx amount of money in my account planning to move out to a much bigger apartment and start my own lucrative business without working for a fucking Boss! πΌ.
Well If those disappointments didnβt happenβ¦
I wouldnβt meet new people, and see how happy I was when gisting with them
Opportunities would pass me. ππ
And my free time would be different from today.
Don't think I am soooo lucky to open a business of my own, there is nothing like luck here or a lucky charm... I earned it; It's the privilege, love, and Grace of God. Maybe God has decided it's my turn to get a portion of the food he has been giving others. The idea is for me to make use of this food so that when my rainy days βοΈ come again it won't have any impact on me..β It happens to everyone no one is exception, we all get turns and soon it will be yours to enjoy... π
Anyways The whole shenanigan am trying to point out here is this:
π½π aware of the ππππππ£ ππ‘ππ¨π¨ππ£ππ¨ During your difficult period, Things Always happen for a lesson and that is for you to learnβ¦π
Wuuuu, this post is already getting long, hope I didn't bore you.. π₯±π€but I want to Ship in something real quick.
To make you feel good today π¦ΈββοΈ and to put a smile on your lovely face am gonna give you something real quick. π That is:
"No matter how difficult and impossible you feel on whatever you're passing through. Never, ever lose your faith.. as long as you keep working out a solution to come out of your current situation, do not EVER LOSE YOUR FAITH AND PATIENCE... Who knows π€·ββοΈ something magical might happenπ§ββοΈπ§ββοΈ
