I know the thoughts of me doesn’t get you excited anymore,
I am very aware you aren’t thinking of me anymore but I would still wave from my world hoping you’d wave back at me and maybe smile like you used to do.
I fell in love with you
the period you fell out of love with me.
As I write this piece of my heart,
I am sitting in our favorite couch
where we cuddled ourselves to sleep
singling along to Jon bellion and ed sheeran
I tried to keep myself busy,
I looked through the window
but I immediately snapped into a trance
and thoughts of you clouded my weary mind, I kept wondering if you’re staying safe like I always told you to do, if you’re too busy to stay safe like you’d always say
“Babe, I am busy and don’t think I’d make it back home today”
Tears began to fall uncontrollably down my cheeks,
“sobbing” how could you let those words out of your mouth? How could you be so heartless?
You came to me with the sweetest smile and said “Let’s end whatever we think we are doing, whatever it’s called ‘a relationship?’
I can’t do this anymore. “I’m sorry “
I don't love you anymore, okay? I didn't mean to make it sound so rude,but that's just it. I don't love you!
I cried so many nights hoping it was all a dream, I still think of you and I’ve failed at loving any other person but it’s saddening because you own my heart but I was just renting yours and now it’s expired and I am unable to renew your love for me!
Thanks for reading
