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You would expect me to love you and cherish you but I would break your fragile heart uncountable times and because you’re scared to be alone and you love me you’ll always come back and I’ll break it again.
Butterflies are strange to me and I definitely can’t feel that in my tommy, I hate roses, I hate romantic dates and I hate late lovey-dovey calls. Apparently, that’s all you bring to my table and I’ll surely break that table. I don’t do this love thing anymore !
I can’t make this love thing official, I hate break ups!. I want something blunt, brutal and raw. I see you staring at me from afar
I can sense that I mean the world to you, you’re addicted to me but I don’t want that kind of addiction.
I offer sedatives, you rejected it and told me you’d rather stay addicted to this love.
You are very certain I’m literally driving you insane but you don’t care about yourself. All you care about is this love and well me, the love of your miserable life.
I try all means to convince you to stop loving me but you’d rather die than leave me the fuck alone. You deserve better but you stay glued to your heart and say “The heart wants what it wants” repeatedly to justify your stupidity and low self esteem.
I switched up from just breaking your heart, I started to destroy you and the only thing you long to say to me was how much you love me and how scared you are to loose me, totally neglecting yourself.
You will tie your happiness to me and I’ll constantly make you cry and wet your pillows because well I do not care about your happiness in love. All I care about is my self and my new addiction which is me.
I AM A NARCISSIST BUT YOU CAN CALL ME DICK-HEAD!
Side notes
Don’t loose yourself trying to love someone!
Don’t tie your happiness to someone
Always know you’re special and deserve better in cases like this
Don’t be a part of unrequited love
Love yourself first! This is the most important love we can ever give to ourselves
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