Can you keep a secret?
I wish there were more people around who were trust worthy. Respectful to others business and what not.
A confidante - a person who you can trust and hold them to your respect of not telling your secrets or whatever the news is. A person that you trust with powerful information.
I wish I had a confidante instead I am a phlegmatic. A phlegmatic is a person who keeps everything inside. I trust no one. It has been proven to me numerous times that people cant be trusted. People I have loved, people I cared for, wanted to be like , and so much more. High expectations or hopes of people who let me sink to rock bottom by not being able to be trusted.
I guess that is my own fault I opened up to to many people and allowed it to happen.
I told people things maybe I shouldn't have and I cared for others secrets when I shouldn't have so I thought they would do the same for me. Mean while I am holding onto information that could get someone fired, arrested and penalized. Even thought they have done things to me I'm not sitting here retaliating.
Trust.
Loyalty
Honor.
I might have fucked up some shit in the past but id never consider doing what people did to me , to anyone else cause i have lived it, and it sucks.
as said before
life goes on but just a random Friday rant before the weekend starts..
