Loser's path is not for me?

I think that some people would just give up if they were disabled and would be getting a few hundred euros a month. It would be so easy to just keep complaining about my situation and drink/ smoke my problems away...into even worse situation. But that is not the path I want to take. I would rather to go down fighting than crying. Some richer people than me spend all their money away and end up even poorer than me. I don't do that. I pay around a hundred eur for things like electricity, gas and other utility bills. After that I still have a few hundred left. And I don't waste them. I invest it into Hive/HBD/ Splinterlands. In 7+ years I have not cashed out a single Hive. Bull markets? Bear markets? It makes no difference to what I do. I try to post daily. I try to comment and engage with others as well. I buy and hold. Perhaps I am an idiot for doing this- perhaps it will not lead anywhere good and Moon is just a crazy dream. But even that matters little because no matter what happens I am doing my best to better my situation and chase my dreams. I don't want anyone's pity. Neither do I expect someone else to come and solve my problems. I know that only I can do that. A while ago I introduced one of my classmates to Hive. I delegated him a bit of HP for a start of his journey. To my great disappointment he did not post or comment anything and gave up after a +-month. He thought that he would get rich just by curating. I refuse to be like that. If I learned one thing from anime/ manga it is to not give up. I believe that Hive is my only chance to make my life better. So I stayed here for 7+ years. In the good times and bad. With bigger and smaller rewards. But this doesn't end with just Hive. I refuse to be a fucking victim loser when it comes to my art as well. I started making art in 2017. So far I have sold 5 physical art pieces and 1 NFT. Many people would have just decided that making art is not for them and started doing something else(and likely something boring). I keep on trying to improve. To change my art for the better. I completely changed my art multiple times. At first I started making pyrography(wood burning) art. Later I started working on canvas. And at the end of last year I moved again. This time to a digital art. I want to be the best version of myself. And no disability, financial situation or unsuccess is gonna stop me until I will achieve my goal.