I think that I am not a very jealous person. Most of the time I don't really care what car someone drives or where they live. I can't drive a car and I am happy in the place where I live. So worrying about those things and being jealous of them seem like a waste. Some other people have more money, girlfriends, friends... I supppose I should be jealous of these things but most of the time I don't care about them either. If I see Hive account with a lot of hive power I am a bit jealous. But I understand that those people didn't just find that HP on a tree/ it did not fall to their hands. They either bought it or earned it by posting here. Still after spending so many years in Hive I would like to have an Orca level Hive power. But the last time I was really jealous was probably a few months ago. I saw on facebook( I know that facebook is trash but still...) that some abstract artist was selling his pieces for 70(?) millions. His name was Cy Twombly. I was not so much jealous of the amount of money his works were getting. If someone buys it for 70 millions that is their business. No. what pissed me off was that for me it seemed that he was putting way less effort and work in his art but still selling it so easily. While I actually try my best to make a nice art but I get lucky if I can get a hundred euros for my pieces( some of them took weeks or months to create). For example now I am working a custom ordered piece. For it I will get 80 euros and I will also have to cover the delivery. I know that life is not meant to be fair and I am doing what I want to do. Still it would be nice to feel that my art is more appreciated. Especially considering that I have been making art since 2017.
