One of the things I am worried about is my mother's health. At the moment her health is quite good but she is already 64 years old and my dad died at 59 so I am worried about losing her. But it is not something I can change so I should just be glad that she is still here.
My other worry is also something I have no control over- the prices of crypto( more precisely Hive). When my Hive value is above 3-4k dollars I feel quite secure and happy. But if value starts going towards 2k dollars I begin to worry. In the past I was posting on another crypto platform- whaleshares. And now I have 12k+ WLS(?) tokens. The problem is that that platform failed and now those tokens are barely worth a dirt.So I worry that the same might happen with Hive because I see Hive as money that should allow me to live comfortably at my old age.
My final stress is finally something I can hope to change. The lack of my art sales as well as insignificant prices of my art in the sales that did happen. I don't want to be a starving artist. I want some recognition for my effort and time I spend creating. I don't expect to become a millionaire or even rich from making art. I just want to be able to sell each of my pieces for about 300-400 eur. I am already putting my heart and soul into what I create so can't really make better art. But I might try cutting the cost of supplies I use. I might make some pieces on paper instead of wood. Also in the future I might try asking my gallery to put my works in art auction. All in all I will continue to follow the lesson I learned from Berserk books: I will keep on struggling and hoping for the better tomorrow.
