I have many struggles that I do in the past days, one is the love of my life that constantly sad about her life and things around her. I am worried about her in her mental health and such because she is such a delicate girl that I want to protect.
Of course, I am also communicating with her and talking to her constantly but there were times that her mind went uneasy and started on saying things about "what ifs" , well, I tell her about this and that and assured her about things that I told her.
Sometimes, she will calm after saying what I say while talking or even chatting with my loved one but there were times that it needs to carefully say to her that I am always there for her and the things that might get her sad on what she said. There were times that I was very quick on calming her but there were times that it takes hours just to make her calm.
Well, I am in loved with my loved one and I know that for myself that love cannot be estimated if you were far away, yes, we were a little far away apart from each other but despite that, I am constantly talking with her and assured her about this and that in life.
Although, we were apart from each other, I always told her that we can go together but there were circumstances that I cannot since I was working from home and in their place, their internet is not as good as I have here in my place where I lived.
I want to make her the happiest girl in the whole world, I'll just save up some money and if the time is right, I'll go to her and live together because that's also what she wanted.
