I'm hoping today will be an awesome day. There's not much to expect from the outside world but I can work from there inside to achieve a better outlook on life. I think placing special attention on my energy and accepting shadows will be key. I am going through many changes, my worldview is both melting and being rebuilt, so I must have patience with the process.
I had written that early in the morning with the hope to bring it into reality.
By the middle of the day I felt things weren't going so great so I wrote:
Maybe I shouldn't write? Things seem to go the other way around and I've been extra careless with everything. On the bright side I've enjoyed doing a lot of karaoke to keep practicing those vocals. It's been a big challenge as I don't have a drop of natural singing talent and if I ever get to sing well it will be through blood and tears.
After that moment of disappointments in myself I became focused again and the day did actually feel awesome, especially all the music practice. I'm not ready to share with you any singing yet, not until I feel better about my recordings, but I will share this instrumental improv that filled me with pleasant energies. It's short but I hope to make a song from it. Uploaded using 3Speak Mobile App
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