It all began when I was working in a cyber cafe as a computer operator for the meantime while awaiting for admission into higher institution. There was this guy, who loves coming to my office to check up on me. whenever he comes, we do chat, gossip, and gist about so many things. We became best of friends and were very fond of each other even to the point that my boss and colleagues thought we were dating because of the closeness and the bond between us .
As time went on, I realized that he has fallen deeply in love with me but he couldn't tell me or express his feelings to me. But his moves, actions and words portrayed the affections he got for me. To me then, I was too young, innocent and naive teenager who didn't know what love is all about and also the things of the heart. because of that, I never understood what it meant to be in love when I saw it being practically expressed by him.
All I could remember was that, I liked him very much as a friend and a brother and I never had any feelings for him. His caring, loving, gentle and calm nature turns me on towards him. He is a poet, so perfect in writing poems. He always writes romantic poems and gave them to me to type it for him. Those poems were written for me which I knew because of the contents/wording in it but he couldn't say it was meant for me because he was shy to say so. All he does was to read the poems for me to be typing it. To be sincere, I did love every bit of the words expressed in the poem. I could felt his deepest love towards me cause it was so filled with a sincere expression of true love from a dying heart to the one who pretends not to know it.
Despite all this, I never acknowledged his love. I still fight back and pretended not to have noticed his feelings.
But something happened which to me till date will be an unforgettable experienced for me. I remembered vividly that very lovely day, he came to my office as usual. He stayed with me through out the day until my closing hour at night. As I was about closing my office door, he just grabbed me and kissed me, and then whispered to my ear with tears in his eyes saying, " baby I love you, please love me back". I was very much astonished. I tried to comport myself, then he let go off me and left.
After that incident that night, he continued coming around but we never talked about what happened that fateful night but both of us pretended as if nothing had happened. Days later, he told me he will be traveling And since then, I have not heard from him again or set my eyes on him again till date.
When he was gone, it then dawn on me I have lost someone treasurable and full of undying love for me.
It dawned on me I have lost the one who would have shown me the meaning of love!👩❤💋👩👩❤💋👩👩❤💋👩
I regretted 😰😰 having played with the opportunity I had to be loved.
I wished 🤔🤔 I could turn the hand's of time.
Moral lesson!
When love ❤❤💖💕💓 finds you, never play games with it so that you won't end up regretting someday.!!!