I often tell people that I have accomplished the highest peak of my career (till now) so I do not really mind if I progress further with my career moving forward. Because, now, I just want to take a break, lay low, and think about "now that I have achieved everything so far, what do I want more and what can I do more".
Anyway, that's not the point. Point is, which is why, whenever I am bashed with something unexpected, I always resort to look from the other side, trying to be in that pair of shoes, judging and considering my options and outcomes. Even though I know it is easier for us to shift the blame on the available tag, which most of us do, I cannot do that so easily because I have been there. Even if, blaming is perhaps sometimes actually correct, however, I cannot bring myself to do so and end up defending them to myself and unawarely to others, which often leads people to think the reason is "I want promotion"!
No, damn it, I want shit!
I came here to lay low damnnitt. I just want to be a simple, plain employee, whose only and only concern is to get the regular work done.
No brainstorming, no being married and be a mistress to work, no being villain while going with the ones best interest in mind except mine, shitty mental health, no rest, always anxious, take care of man-children even though all of them are fucking adults....and many more!
Like every human being is benefited to do so, I would like to remember the goodness in people and what they bring into my life, particularly in my lowest.
Whenever things happen that are hard to cope or accept, I try to think of the good things that happened before. And I make peace with myself, I adjust yet another aspect of applying detachment, and I take my time to move forward as it goes on.
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