How I want to write about something abstract, but it doesn't work out. I want all this to end as soon as possible and I will return to the usual course of life.
But it won't be like before, but it will be something else.
And if you think about it, what does it mean to return to the usual course?
As usual, take pictures of streets or night courtyards, and also sometimes shoot on a smartphone?
I started delving into the metaphysics of photography three years ago.
And gradually developed in this direction.
And how can I erase my memory now so that I don't know about everything that happened to me?
And what happened was that the metaphysics of photography began to work with my consciousness, that through photographs I began not only to feel something, but also to create sensations not only for myself, but for other people.
But if you create some states in the pictures so that someone can feel them, then you need to experience this state yourself.
And not all states pass without a trace.
...Can I just discuss not the depth of the images, but their surface?
All these shadows, colors, a set of elements, spots – it's all so simple.
Why do I have a deeper feeling for them?
It's like I've fallen into some abyss of metaphysics and I can't get out of it.
Yes, there are still photographers who study the depth of the image, but they understand more about the psychology of creation.
And I study the real physical sensations from the picture.
It's very interesting and I've come very far.
But not all states are pleasant to experience and experience.
And I can't stop studying all this anymore.
Even if the photos from the smartphone are phonetic...
And this is just me, my portrait, a reflection of the reality in which I am.
Sometimes I think I'm crazy...but adequate people confirm day after day that all this exists...
