Born to this Inferiority, was never known to me where it came from
Sometimes I sit in this uncertainty, obsessing with divided attention
Wasn't feeling right in all round, but somehow didn't feel wrong in any form
I drink from the pot of my ancestors
Filled with blood and curses I couldn't stay off
I am a descendant and this was my only asset
A portion with a value, I saw this as my only weapon
Prayed to the soil cause sometimes I remember that's where I came from
Holds so much voice that lacks that shit called an audience
I feel I don't wish to go there but my flesh does sometimes
Then suddenly I ask myself who am I for a while
The spirit or the body
The mind or the heart
Am confused so I turn to a friend who is that?
The possibly tiniest thing on earth of which the naked eyes can see
The one that comes with a description and does that which is said
A non living thing that brings life back to a living being
The drugs I seek to pull me out of this haze
Probably would take one, but am tough enough to go more
Overdose I guess not, I only find out when am lost
Lost in a realm where everything goes white, but yet I ain't feel no happiness
Where nothing but me is found lol
Am still alone that's the funny truth
Back to reality, this tale has had unexplainable curves
But with certain endings of which has a relationship with fire
Am a cancer by zodiac does that really affect my life?
My nerves are high off its limits, it finally time to say goodbye
With so much words to say, but no more breath enough to express
Oxygen has suddenly become so expensive
Now I know I didn't really pay for my existence
Oh what a world to send such a fragile bone
Was bound to loose all untold
Because am a debtor in both dimensions
Was bound to cry out my whole
As a slave, was this all your intentions?
Who to direct this questions?
Who to tell this feelings?
Who to rain down my emotions?
Who to comfort me in his presence?
A company to relief my pain!
Is it too much to ask for?
Poetry also posted here by me... I just love spreading my works round different platforms
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