Today, i am feeling fairly good. However, i do regularly experience some anger and a lot of existential dread over... well, honestly it is mostly regarding the people. I have by now cut contact to most people i knew offline, they are mostly narcissistic abusers and their enablers. Either screaming for more rules or completely oblivious to anything ever being capable of changing, of for example energy ever being a real concern.
If it was so bad, after all, someone would've stopped it, right?
Luckily, i am capable of being alone most of the time, do not have to engage with anyone.
But when i do, i realize every time that it is much worse than i feared.
With the people honestly screaming for more totalitarian measures than the government even does.
And if you confront them with some of their evils, they say stuff such as "Oh, no, you cant pin that on me, a democracy requires compromise" - Great, and national socialism requires us plundering polish resources. Are you convinced of national socialism now? Or at least that Nazis are not responsible of anything they did because the system requires it? Id hope not.
Of course, it is not in any way a compromise if it is part of the system. It is part of democracy, whatever you call it does not change this. You can call it a compromise, but it is a compromise among different democrats, whereas democracy makes no compromise with people opposed to democracy as anyone that supports liberty obviously is.
I must admit that i can not function well if i have to interact with people like that. I can mostly avoid those interactions, certainly cut my family out of my life, started with that probably 10 years ago, mostly because they are narcissistic abusers, they do not care about politics of course, they only care about being able to hurt others to make themselves feel good.
I used to, for my fathers sake, still attend some family gatherings, he... well, he is a victim to that abuse. But it turns out a strong enabler when it comes down to it. I feel sorry for him, but i cant continue to deal with that.
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