I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I've had similar feelings during significant transitional moments in my own life. It can be quite disconcerting and sometimes it can force you to question if you're on the right path. Carl Jung’s teachings have helped the most during these times for me. In particular, studying how life events can serve as clues that can illuminate the psyche and offer guidance for decisions and direction. His concept of synchronicity has always served as a sort of roadmap that has helped me get to the other side of it.