I forget exactly how I stumbled on this. I suppose Google's AI knows me all too well.
I love music that makes me get goosebumps, that makes me feel like I am not the only one who feels the way I do, I love music that shows that I am not the only weirdo in the world. So, of course, I love this.
I'm not a Gary Numan fan, per se, but I love his work.
This song...
[Verse 1]
When they called me broken, I knew
When they called me evil, I knew
When they called me ruin, I knew
I would always find my way to you
[Verse 2]
When I beg forgiveness, they knew
When I beg for mercy, they knew
When I beg for nothing, they knew
I would always find my way to you
[Chorus]
My name is ruin, my name is vengeance
My name is no one, no one is calling
My name is ruin, my name is heartbreak
My name is loving, but sorrows and darkness
My name is ruin, my name is evil
My name's a war song, I sing you a new one
My name is ruin, my name is broken
My name is shameless, I'll tear you wide open
[Verse 3]
When I called you poison, you knew
When I called you shameful, you knew
When I called you a liar, you knew
I would always find my way to you
[Chorus]
I'll show you ruin, I'll show you vengeance
I'll show you no one, and no one is calling
I'll show you ruin, I'll show you heartbreak
I'll show you loving, and sorrow and darkness
I'll show you ruin, I'll show you evil
I'll sing you a war song, I'll sing you a new one
I'll show you ruin, I'll show you broken
I'll show you shameless, I'll tear you wide open
I can't stop listening to it. and every time I hear the words, I can't help thtinking of what is going on here.
Here is a link so you can listen to it like I have been, the last 3 or 4 hours or idfk how long:
https://listenonrepeat.com/?v=lHomCiPFknY#Gary_Numan_-My_Name_Is_Ruin(Official_Video)