You do the best you can to get ahead and then, something suddenly makes a move and upsets your plans.
You cannot understand what has happened or why what happened happened and it explains nothing to you because, you don't count and it just goes on to be a normal or abnormal day.
What is life when there is so much to worry about with nothing whatsoever to fall back on.
The only way you can get some answers is when you wait for the day to play out while you pick the lessons from it and move with the game plans as is.
When it all comes crashing down, you have nothing but yourself to blame and no one else will take the reigns of control over your life.
Pain is hard to swallow because it doesn't exactly come in a sugar coated pill that taste good. It is wrongly shaped and really bitter with spikes to tear down the wall of your throat and stomach.
Don't let the pain derail you from taking yourself up and trying again after it all comes crashing down.
