WOW ! this is a big number! Thank you to all of you for your support, I really appreciate all the comments, it drives me to do more, I will stay humble in the quest of becoming a better artist
Today I wanted to share with you a little bit of me , because you bared with me until then, so now it's time to get all emotional :)
Do you want to know why I am working every day at the moment?
This is a valid question, someone could argue that eventually it's difficult to create content every day of the same quality, that eventually I will fail by doing so, looking like a greedy man that just want to cash in , a quick in and out grab.
But my reason is actually deeper...
Since my early ages, around 6 or 7 years old, I have been partially deaf from one ear.The right one.
It means that some frequencies, mainly the high and medium one are suppressed, meaning that I can only hear a muffled sound in low bass from that ear.
It has never been troublesome, I know there are people out there that are completely deaf or blind, so I am not complaining too much.
I still need to read people lips to understand them , and I can't be in a crowded place for too long as it becomes an exhaustion to try to understand everyone .
I lost a bar tender job once, because I couldn't understand anyone anymore, and I lost my temper and threw a glass against the wall.
Lucky for me the manager was a friend, and I didn't get into any trouble.
Needless to say that eventually I know I will lose full sense from that ear, and it's fine with me really!
That's why it's so important right for me to create every day, while my right ear is still functioning.
I know there will be eventually a fix for it, I haven't talked about a doctor for years, the last time I saw one he told me it was a malfunction in my brain synapses that was relaying the wrong information to the brain, and might not be fixable.
Well fuck you medicine, my right ear is not done yet
Pardon my language..,. Anyway this is a song about me going deaf, and I tried to emulate the way I ear people speak from that ear.
The funny part is that my left ear is just fine and even compensate for the right one. And my heighten sense of smell as well, I am like damn dog. As a kid I could guess who was at home by just smelling the air (true story).
I don't think I've ever told anyone this particular trait of mine, that's a bit weird to share it with you.
I feel like a cat bringing a dead animal as a gift.
Here are the lyrics (partially you have to guess the rest good luck)
I've been peaceful in my silence
underwater time slows down
Holding up emotions
on the verge of breaking all
gravity....(rest in inaudible)
ATTENTION: LYRICS WRITING CONTEST HERE ( ALL LEVEL WELCOME)
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