I'm done. Honestly, I am. Now it's time to move on.
I must confess I tried to be friendly in all my ways with you. I sincerely hoped that I could be that friend you needed for the season. I went the extra mile. I spent the airtime, never caring the amount. I was available at your beck and call. You missed my calls and never bothered to return them. When I discussed sensitive issues with you, you threw your face away from me. Never cared enough to notice the longings in my eyes. Perhaps you cared but not enough!
I walked you down the lonely path, yet you never noticed me. Not to mention that I had to sacrifice my fair and sensitive skin to the scorching heat of the sun( God knows how much I almost can't stand that). But I didn't mind. I'll pretend to have forgotten the drops of rain.
Yes, I'll pretend.
Well, I've decided to let go the hurtful thoughts of your negligence. It wasn't because of desperation that I'd applied for your friendship. No. I only thought there was something striking about us. I mean, those moments when we seemed to be in each other's mind. Even completing each other's statements. It was absoluting exciting but unfortunately, there wasn't much in it for you. Perhaps, it meant more to me.
I resign. Yes, I'm resigning from the office of a friend, if only I was ever that. Of course, my being friendly is never conditional and your nonchalancy wouldn't change that about me. We might not be what I'd hoped we would but you are surely a wonderful person.
I celebrate those you've tagged and boldly called friends. I celebrate your uniqueness but it's high time I walked away. Thanks for giving me hope, though a hopeless one.
I'm a daughter Of Eve
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