I don't know how should I thank him for being there with me. Above all for loving and understanding me.
Why am I crying and feeling sorry. I need him so bad right now that I would have probably hugged him to death. I want him so close to me. I didn't have a clean past and it haunts me at times, but with him I just see my present and my future. I really love him. I really do. I don't ever want to hurt him or us!
There are people who mean to me because they have been in my life for a long time, but he will always be mine first priority and my first person to talk things out. I wouldn't even care if he judges me because all I know, his eyes and arms are the only thing I want to look upon for feeling home and love. I am scared as hell to lose people, and committing to someone and allowing them to get close is one of the courageous thing for me to do. I can't lose him. I don't want to. You made me believe in love, you made me believe that someone can love more than me, you made me believe that I am worth something.
Of course you're the best. Iloveyou.
