Wary

I was lit, but you vanished,
I was ready to give in but you disappeared;
Where were you when I needed you the most?
Where were you when I want you here with me?

I lost right in shadows,
I never see it through;
Though I have thought that this might happen;
But I gave in like a blind.

Is that how love works?
Is that how love plays with everyone? Playing tricks while losing your mind
Making you suffer and cry?

I gave you my ashes but you poured it to the river,
I gave you my life but it ended seems suicide;
It took all of me to understand how love works,
And it really screwed me up and burst.