Is a new year already and everyone is energize, happy, excited and I'm sure so many people are making decisions and some have even written down their goals.
I know the year has started still i haven't gotten a roadmap for my life this year yet, i dont even understand whats happening around me yet so I'm not seeing the excitement in it. I pray in the morning my heart will be lifted so high to start making good plans.
One thing still bothering my heart till now is forgiveness, yes, i want to forgive the people who makes life hard for me to cope yet they feel they are making it easy for me. Is very hard for me because i feel so hurt and seeing them makes me so angry but still i want to let them off my chest so i can start this new year with a positive vibes but sincerely i dont know how to handle it or let it off my heart, i need help!
Sitting on the road today, and seeing people move up and down, shouting HAPPY NEW YEAR i just dont know how to react because deep down me i know i am not having the vibes but is okay i pray i get my answers soon.
Even in whatever i do not understand happening to me today, i took pictures of the decorations in the junction and today happens to be the last day for it because to them the celebration season is over.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE, I LOVE YOU ALL.