For the most part of my life, I have relatively good memory. I can remember many things at one glance. No I'm not that kind of freaks that can reside the bible right from the back to the beginning. Generally, I graduate my senior years without even putting my head's on the book. I think I spend more time watching porn than studying. Needless to say, all those porn actress names, their appearance, which porn movie which scene did with who, I still have a huge portion of those collection in my mind.
Until, back in March, a stroke took away part of my time travellers ability. The oxygen deprivation had caused a minor right lacunar infarct, it not only took away my left limbs mobility, what scary the most was, I don't remember things that I should remember. I "don't know" wat I've lost. Even now, i don't know what I don't know. How do I cope, is to writing down notes in my phone and I have to constantly check on them to make sure I'm on point. However, the lost prawn movie from my brain, are forever lost(even if I still has the physical copy of VCD, I am not sure if we have a valid CD machine to play it. I knew I've lost that ability because I now have a copy of Jenna Jameson - Paradise, but I don't have a CD ROM to play it 😅 and I remember absolutely nothing about the content. No not even the snapshot from the VCD cover. Nothing, as if I never seen this before. I can't remember how did I obtain such a piece of collectible prawn VCD🤣
I also have a cigar box, not sure who gave it to me. My dad quit smoking like donkey years ago, probably before I was born. So there's no freaking way he will give me that box. And I can't afford cigar when I was 14, let alone a whole box? How do I get it? Where are the cigars? Did I picked up the box from the cigar lounge where people thrown away? There's a stack of love letters. When I started dive into it, there's my time machine, it brought bme right back to my teenage years before MIRC or ICQ days. How crazy was I sitting at the porch waiting for the postman 🤣 but still, two of the girls with attached photos on their letter, I can't recall at all what I have wrote to them. I am ready their replied letters and started guessing what I've wrote to them 🤣
And one of my most recent time traveling was yesterday, and a little bit time travel once again today. I've lost my house key over the weekend. You see I like to record because I already know I tend to have memory loss. I don't know where and which part of my brain my memory pointer decided to store. If it was decided to store at that void, then the time traveling map is good as gone. The last I remember the key was getting out from the house on Saturay evening, headed to church. But then, the same evening when we're back, home minister uses her key to open the door, so I can quickly unload myself. I didn't check on the keys whole night, once again I don't know what I don't know.
I've spent the entire Sunday tying to time travel myself to every timetamp I might have a snapshot in my mind. I have the picture of CCTV in my mind, looking at myself making payments at the restaurant, but I can't brain how would I take out the keys just because I'm making payment for food?
Fortunately enought, and you're not going to guess what happened to my keys. It was one of our hivean 
You see, I love science, but i also think that people are adding too much of an ingredient to one plates. I don't really believe in time travelling. Marty Mcfly already made his decision on our behalf. But I do agree that, time travelling one selves within our own memory can be as epic as watching a blockbuster movie. Now lemme try to time travel back to some 20 years ago when I was still chasing after my ex-girlfriend (current wife).
