I don't think God really want people to beg on his feet to get something done. If you think of it that way, i can't stop you from doing that. I personally believe, sending messages to God is part of how I sooth my own pain. I know there's a God, but he's the one I'm counting grace on.
I am facing a lot of challenges right now, as i pray during this lent season, i remember how my manager took me from my previous job and given me this opportunity. I may be losing this one due to under performed. I have as little as 2 months to show them some results, after which i am on my own. I hope i can see some sign, a direction to where am i supposed to go.
Coincidentally, lent stacked on Ramadhan month, the traffic became so much worst. Yesterday it took me an hour to get out from client's office to another, which is less than 10km away. After that, it took me another 2 hours to get from the last appointment to my house. I am not sure what went wrong with the car again this time, the temperature looks ok, but the check engine light came lite up. I was about to say God knows whats broken again this time, but I'd took the grace and say thank God the car was not broken during the drive home journey.
More traffic jams after fetching junior from school. The check engine light is still there. Boss is texting and asking about the job, one of the automated transaction system was down earlier, but was fixed. Despite the fix, there's still no transaction. We've got no more excuses to NOT perform. Feeling gracious, we just passed working hour, i decided to mute the phone and be done with it. Thank God for me still breathing. I know the job pays me and my family, but what is a wage if there's no me doing all the labour?
By the time i reached home, i was informed the air-conditioning purge pipe is broken. When i take a look, it was detached. I sent a message to the aircond guy, ge doesn't sounded too happy from his end. Well i guess, i still gotta thank the gracious God, the pipe that detached wasn't the heat exchange pipe 🤣 the next best thing to do, probably be seeing my climb up there and use a fix tape to attach them back all by myself. Probablg send a message back to the aircond guy and tell him don't worry about it. That way, probablg make him happier 🙂
Happy lent season my friend. Now i gotta wash my butt and get ready to go into the office and see how are the sales going on. Finger crossed. Amen.
