The cool breeze I breathe every morning wakes me from the dream world last night. Reminding every second of life's journey is precious, valuable to self-esteem. Of course for this time I really appreciate myself more self-conscious rather than the affairs of others who visible, Dumb at that time, how stupid I am if thinking for flashback in that period. The time that always reminds me not to look back again and quickly want to close everything in a locked box, hoping there is no matching key to open it again. If I can create a scenario of my own life story, maybe the one I received from so many colors only just one color of happiness only and do not recognize so many other colors.
Indeed we humans live as social beings who can not live alone and still need someone else, only now I do not really give priority to others again because an event occurred first.