It's a new day, and well, at least I don't have time to think for a while.
My head is still creating scenarios as I sit in silence, approaching the new phase of my life. Souls from different places, and different goals, sit around me, all headed to a similar destination.
Did I forget something? Is something gonna go wrong? Will I regret this?
I think of my boy and I feel all the emotions. Think of an emotion other than like anger or something, I probably feel it. I think of my past and I feel my stupidity. I think of my future and realize maybe there's something left to do. Things to accomplish, stories to experience.
Maybe. Hopefully.
As big as today is, I just feel a sense of weirdness. A gross, perplexing, unnerving sense of peace. I don't remotely trust it so it feels almost disturbing, alien-like.
Soon I'll be starkly reminded of how little this peace exists, and it's gonna be time to work and grind and become something new.
This is a very strange feeling. Everything is strange right now.
But that's nothing new, the strangeness. This is just a new flavor of stress and confusion.
I can't believe I'm on the cusp of this new journey.
Keep on blogging and Hiving on.
