I still have my weak moments. Yesterday was tough for me.
So many thoughts and memories play through my head and just pierce my soul coldly. Good memories, bad memories, random neutral memories. All hurt in their unique way but equally painful.
I feel like panicking sometimes. Just feels like things are falling apart, because well to an extent they are.
I'm selling things and writing more so that's good. I actually sold my first card online today and so that felt good. I'll probably make a post about it later.
I need to better myself and make sure I always put my son first. Everything I'm doing now I try to think of him. I want him to be happy. Content.
I am distracting myself with some decent podcasts and hanging out with my nieces and nephews from time to time.
Back to the card/e-commerce stuff I'm trying, I am trying to use the Facebook marketplace. It's kinda depressing because I hate Facebook and it's kind of weird to use.
I am in total support of the list tokens/Hivebay projects that are happening. I have zero insight or detailed knowledge as of now but I mean if it's simply eBay on the Hive blockchain then I am all for it no doubt.
Anyway I am starting to really enjoy venting on the blockchain.
I've used this blockchain for over three years now and I was always sort of shy to talk about my personal life. That's why I never really post pics of my family much or anything personal like that.
But yeah I guess I will continue to because I really don't give a crap anymore and there are some really nice people here anyway.
So yeah. Life is still a work in progress but I am trying.
Hope everyone is hanging in there.
2020 has been quite a crappy year so far, but there are some silver linings from this year that I can hopefully use and appreciate going forward in my life.