I am glad that at least the pain killer that I was taking is just doing its job in an extended period of time. I haven't tried some kind of more powerful pain reliever but I guess that my Nephrologist would not give me a prescription of it anyway plus I am afraid that it will just make my mind dull since I needed my brain to stay as sharp as I can make it since my work really requires me to be at least have some form of creativity.
But really I needed some pain reliever everytime I want to use the toilet/bathroom because of my feet joints and my current physical form or stature as it doesn't allow me to move normally as before. My I move myself in the bathroom I am just shuffling my feet in order to move myself to move about because I couldn't make those normal steps.
Pain really is the issue plus the fear of ruining my pelvic bone joints because if those give way then it is just painful even to sit around so I am just really ever so careful about my steps to not make me crack some joints and bones because my bone weakness is real and it is here, it is happening and it had happened as characterized by my current body changes.
I just regret to take my pain reliever which is just a common and mild type of NSAID, it is cheap but I can attest to its efficacy but of course it has a lot of side-effects which is why I am just taking it twice a week just to lighten up my body movements so that I won't feel much pain when I want to move around particularly if I wanted to use the bathroom so it is just an essential part of my life that I do not even like.
If my Calcium and Vitamin D3 and Vitamin K2 would work I believe that it will really take time which I will not be surprised with six months the soonest. So now I am just in the waiting time for some changes to occur and one of those is my relief from pain. So if that happens then what I would do is to really continue in what I am doing and hope that my joint pains and stiffness would go away.
I'm so crazy in pursuing a better health while others have just thrown the white towel as a symbol/sign of giving-up while not even trying in the first place. I have seen it from my father, but I guess that he is not of a fighter type, in fact he is already talking drama and death because he has a high blood pressure, he is just a weak-spined of a person and I do not draw my courage from him for that matter.
I do not put these things against my father or any of my family members, it is just we are not really prepared if not informed about my condition. So what I am just doing is to try to do the right things even if it would mean that I must suffer because I cannot take my own life and all I can do is just trying to put my nose above water so that I could survive and maybe with the mercy of God would conquer some if not all my intended goals for my health issues.
