Today should be my dialysis treatment but the renal nurse had texted me saying that the dialysis machines had gotten some kind of problem. I do not know if that is true or not because these nurses got a habit of not telling us patients the real thing or what happened just because some other patients had taken our slot.
I didn't question anymore what happened so I just told them that it is okay and that I can wait for another day. I just hope that I will be scheduled earlier for tomorrow because that is what I had gotten used to although they sometimes set me-up to be scheduled for the second batch it is still okay for me because it is still earlier nonetheless.
I hope that soon I will be able to graduate from being a dialysis patient so that I can at least live near a normal life. My parathyroid by then could get normal as well with its function and this would make me feel more at ease with my pain issues.
I will just consider getting a transplant if I could assure myself able to sustain it for ten years. But I still have to worry about my other illnesses like my viral hepatitis and such. Truly I am the sickest person in the blockchain but I am determined to win this over since there is still maybe a hope for things to get better in some ways in my life.