I walk through a dark and quiet road
I always pass through this road all the time
A lot has changed about this road
Somethings are added and it seems different to me
I lost some feelings about this way
Fighting for a new beginning in my life
Don't know what to do
I am confused
I feel I am being used
Don't know what is happening to my head
I am not acting normal
Still don't know the problem with me
I can't see through myself
Maybe my past is coming after me
And it is affecting me now
Maybe my problem can't be seen
I can't see them with my eyes
My body is covered with fear
And my fear is haunting me
I think I am losing my breathe,
Feeling a sharp pain in my heart
Fighting so hard to breathe
Don't know what is wrong with my body
Is affecting my heart
I am losing my body
The problem continues
I am having the feeling this is madness
I don't want to lose my whole self
I am so scared now
The pain is getting much
I am trying to survive
And fight my fear
This happens to me every day and night
I pray for death
I am facing a lot now
As I weep bitterly in pain