Took me so many times to realize my purpose
Standin all alone waitin patiently like I suppose
Coming up was tough just like the war in the other side
No bullet proof vest only chestin with my heart
Gotta make it to mama and Bigname gotta eat too
Losin counts but it's hard to say goodbye to you
But I'll missin out cause I got some problems
Some issues makin amend it's all we should do now
I used to serve the street duckin the fiends
Goin wild doin dirt shit buildin myself on the slums
Breakin rules thuggin till you come and show me some
But there's still pain in my mind can't sleep
