Hi there, dear Hive friends! This is the second week of the year, and so here I am with the second edition of my Weekly Reflections. This is an introspection work that I'm trying to do every week, and I wanted to share it with you. Hope you can feel and connect with those insights. Let's go!
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Brain is a confuse, huge, complex maze. So, if you just accept whatever it tells, you're fvcked up, literally 😂. For me, this week has been the time to wake up, and shut up that voice in my head that tells me I'm not good enough or not worthy enough. The exercise that helped me to make it was thinking of every little thing I've achieved until today. Since memories are mixed with emotions, I tried to remember as precisely as possible the circumstances I was when I got to realize all of the things I've done. And what can I say? Man, I'm a crack! There's a lot of sh!t I've been through and still here I am, working for a better life. So damn yes, I have thousand reasons to believe more in me.
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This is directly related with the previous one. Fear is what is taking you away from the life you want. What are you afraid of? And the most important question: why?. Is fear just a sensation or something based on real danger? Are you willing to try? Fear is the way I'm taking, because facing fear is the way that will expand your soul and your life experience. Is the bridge you'll have to cross to get to all the things you ever wanted. So let's prepare ourselves to win this battle🙏🏼.
This week I posted my first cover ever, and I didn't made it before because I was scared af. Guess what? I posted it and I didn't die, I didn't have my body cut with scissors and nothing like that 😂. Actually it had a pretty good reception, so there's the lesson :).
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I decided that for me bad days won't exist anymore. It came to my mind a day that I had to rearrange my schedule completely, and due to that, my day was a whole chaos. And its hard to think clearly and positive when frustration comes, but just trying made me realize that that day was only showing me how I don't want my life to be. After that the solutions came as fluent as a river.
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Going back to work, to the gym, and to my really active life, it hit me hard. And I am not a resting too much people. I also must admit that I don't sleep too much. The consequence was that yesterday, when I arrived home, I went directly to my bed and stayed there until this morning. I woke up feeling my face swollen, and dizzyness took over me. I don't want to feel like that ever again! So it's time to imrpove my connection with myself and being aware of what's happening on my skin.
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This week a friend came to me proposing me a project which I think is amazing, but that has too many aspects that I thought were probably unreachable. Immediately, I sent the project to another friend that I know would support us, and I said to him "Look, this guy's a dreamer" and he replied back "This is the way you have to dream, boy. Why aren't you dreaming like that?" And damn, shame for me. I started to ask myself at where point I stopped dreaming like that. It happens that the objective conditions didn't help to see further than that. But dreamers are people that create things that the others can't see, so now I know on which band I want to be.
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I hope you enjoyed this post. Let's meet each other next week! :)
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