The last week or so has been particularly rough with my anxiety and depression.
I'm working on a big deal that my CEO now knows about, and I feel so much pressure to win the deal, even though the client is looking at 5 other companies. I'm trying to have faith that all will work out as it should, but I worry what our CEO might say if I don't win the deal.
Then to top it off our COO was asking us questions about what we would use for a lead source on leads that would come in through the chat feature on our website. I responded and then she proceed to use all caps in the email back saying not to do that. I'm trying to remember that we weren't provided training so of course I don't know what I'm doing on some of this stuff.
I see my doc this week and I plan to talk to her about increasing my meds. I will always advocate that people get help if they feel like they need it. You are the person who has to deal with everything in your life. Who cares what other people say. You are not weak for taking medication to help you get through the day.
I hope your day is going better.
